Okay so I have never had crushes on guys before. I have always liked girls and been attracted to girls. I have dated guys before, but I felt nothing more than friendship for them. But more to the point, recently I have found myself having feelings for a guy. And strong feelings. Like the kind I normally get with women. I know I shouldn't care about labels and all but I can't figure this all out. And I don't think I could like any other guy besides this one. So am I a lesbian who likes A guy instead of guys in general or what?
The even stranger thing is that he is kinda homophobic. And I really don't like homophobes at all but there is just something about him. He knows I have dated a girl before but he seems fine with that. Its just gay people in general that he doesnt really like...so am I crazy to date someone homophobic if I am in fact bisexual??? This whole situation is confusing. And to make matters worse his name is Ashley...so whenever I talk about him people assume a girl so I have to constantly say Ashley to boy. ha.
So yeah....any advice on the subject would be helpful. I really just needed to vent at the moment.
